cut me gently, cut me out of mind

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 15:09:06 GMT

FRIENDS ONLY.

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gotta love the news.

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 00:24:52 GMT

so i'm watching the channel 9 news and like.. a mudslide came down the side of this mountain and brought like half the mountain with it.. and it all fell onto some houses. okay, why would you live that close to a mountain? anyway. people are trapped inside and stuff. that would be psycho. it's beein raining and very windy all day.

i didn't go to school today. ha, i got up this morning and my mom was like "i'm running reallly late, make my lunch and you can stay home." ha so i made her a bologna and cheese sandwich and went back to sleep. yaaa. i love when she runs late, she doesn't know what she's saying.

eBay is the shit.

PS its 4:20. jessica doesn't have any weeed.

Tue, 21 Dec 2004 22:12:49 GMT

i just realized christmas is in like 4 days. wtf

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 04:04:03 GMT

home bored on a saturday night. whats new. gahh life has no point! ida know why i'm updating but i am. i'm out of school for two weeks and some days. i broke up with kevin yesterday. i feel better. i want to go blaze. i think i will soon. last night someone hit a dog right outside my house. and then it got hit again. animal control isnt open on weekends and thats a crock of shit. so now the dog just lays there till monday. i dont wanna go see it, i love doggies.. thats soo fucking sad.

mmm, fireal is such a good song.

Tue, 14 Dec 2004 20:47:41 GMT

you are darkredviolet
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Your dominant hues are red and magenta. You love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. You can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing.

Your saturation level is high - you get into life and have a strong personality. Everyone you meet will either love you or hate you - either way, your goal is to get them to change the world with you. You are very hard working and don't have much patience for people without your initiative.

Your outlook on life is slightly darker than most people's. You try to see things for what they are and face situations honestly. You'd rather get to the point than look for what's good.

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Fri, 03 Dec 2004 23:28:04 GMT

my eye. haha. it looks badass.

yaaa.

tech n9ne is the shit.

Thu, 02 Dec 2004 05:32:21 GMT

hahaha oh man i just smoked two fat bowls outside and i come in and im freezing and stoned and have to pee right. so im peeing and i look up and blinked a few times and everytime i blinked i saw this orange rectangle! and every time i blinked it would move!! so i started blinking fast and it was like climbing up the wall and over my head hahha. i was following it cause i was like wtf is this a sign!!?! whoa anyways ya asyou can tell im so high. and i smoked some reallly fucking good chronic earlier. thanks to stefania and liz. :D

im going home tomorrow! im happy. and im happy i get to see my buddies at school friday.
fuck going to my aunts for the next week.. it'll be so hectic. and i'll have all this work to make up from school, and i'll miss finals. um no. plus i hear my friends miss me. isnt that cute.

my posts are so pointless.. oh ya! i posted cause of the orange rectangles on the wall. haha. im fucking stupid.

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 22:57:49 GMT

went and talked to a probation officer this morning.
she said she's just gonna keep my case open and in 3 months, look into my record and see if i've been out of trouble. if i have, im in deep shit cause i'll have two charges. but ya thats not gonna happpen. im sooo glad im not gonna get drug testedddddd. djghdfhg ok im gonna try and find a ride to go see my homies and smoke. k peace. <3

Mon, 29 Nov 2004 06:39:18 GMT

i'm staying in the house i lived in for eleven years until thursday. it's weird being here.. REALLY weird. my room.. has all my trophies and stuff. i tried not to burst out in tears when i walked in it again, i have so many memories in that room. so many. and this neighborhood. just driving around that last turn and being able to see all of the strip.. i get this tingly feeling in my stomach. i miss it here.. but it's like i'm too emotional for some reason to come back to it all.

little things are weird. this was my computer, and now i ask if i can go on. or i ask if i can have something to eat, and he says "sure hunny.. you dont have to ask." but i do. it's not my house anymore, but it feels like it when i come. and i guess it does to him, too.

ah, court tomorrow. bright and early. i think all will go well. drug rehab classes for sure, maybe some community service. sigh.. fucking rehab. mwahaha.
i just found out tonight i'm staying two extra days. i don't even think i packed enough for that. oh well. hopefully i can see jessica t, stefania, chris, joey.. and maybe a few other people while i'm out here. i wish i could get in touch with amanda [my best friend], but we're not supposed to talk.. so i have no way.

hmm. sleep tonight. none last night. just went outside and smoked a bowl. cold here. vegas is... unexplainable for me.

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 00:08:17 GMT

yesss. so i've just been informed my uncle is going to pick me up tomorrow after i eat dinner and take me back to vegas until tuesday. [court on monday.. oh jeez. hello probation.] then he's taking me back tuesday and going straight down to my aunt and uncles house for his 9 day vacation. wednesday im gonna go to school, get my work, and get a pre-arranged absence thing or whatever. then he's gonna coem pick me up either that day or the following and i'm gonna go down there with him until the 9th! im soo excited.. we're fuckin goin to magic mountain, universal studios, and the beach and shit. gahh jghkdjfhg i soo need this.

being on probation is gonna fucking suck though. i hope it isnt for long.
i dont know how im gonna pass my drug tests.

ahh but yayyy im fucking getting OUT of here tomorrowwwww.
and im pretty sure we're getting a goddamn SACK O WEED tonight.

i couldnt be happier at the moment.

Mon, 22 Nov 2004 04:34:54 GMT

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You have a funny effect on people making time with you a strange and wonderful concept to perceptualise. People enjoy listening to music with you and can spend much time discussing the varying depths of sound or other such stuff, either that or they sit for a time in a semi-comatosed state. Often people in your company think they can understand Einstien's theory of relativity when infact they are so shitfaced they cant even tie up their shoes laces, but as it has been found, either could Einstien. Sometimes you make people paranoid and they walk down dark alley ways and creep along parked cars to elude the police from seeing them. Spending great amounts of time with you makes people want to lose their job and live an alternative lifestyle supplying the state with their yearly yeilds..of your kind. Often they get bored of the idea soon and begin eating smaller amounts of the stuff or giving up cigarrettes, before they have a psychotic episode and join their crazy diamond of a friend in the mental ward.

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snowwww :D

Sun, 21 Nov 2004 18:57:41 GMT

so ya i live in the high desert and its MADDDD SNOWING HERE.
theres seriously a foot of snow everywhere. its hella cold.
me and my sister were rolling around in it and sticking our faces in it.
ya.. we're desert kids.
i've been in snow like 3x now in my whole entire existance.

well ya, is it snowing anywhere else out there?!1

Sat, 20 Nov 2004 05:37:14 GMT

tonight andrew, josh, and dillon picked me up and we went cruisin around listening to loud music. it was fun.. haha josh and andrew like to go crazy in the car and sing and stuff. i was laughing. we went to the mall and stole a whole bunch of shit from hot topic. because ya thats what you do at hot topic. i got a cool unearth shirt, a sweatband that says the bled, and like 10 pins. jeez those fuckers are like 1.50 each... fucking hot topic. they deserve to be stolen from. i watched josh and andrew pimp it. they talk to any girl they see i swear. its funny though. now im home and i realllllyyy want to smoke. im trying to find someone to come smoke me out. at least i have some tylenol 4's though. oof. i have a headache. smirnoff ice is shit.

i think i need to go out more. tonight was definitely a good start to my one week vacation from school.

Sun, 14 Nov 2004 17:25:01 GMT

RIP ODB

thats crazy he died. he was young.

Thu, 11 Nov 2004 19:27:57 GMT

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You Know You're From Las Vegas When...</td></tr>
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You took all the grass out of your front yard and got paid to do it.

You've seen a mirage in the summer, and it was in the parking lot.

You're still talking about that one morning 6 years ago when snow fell on the ground.

You smile and thank tourists for leaving their money with us.

You know which one is Sigfriend and which one is Roy

You've played slots... in 7-11

Your car payment is more than your rent

You've seen a porn star up close

Your McDonald's has a hand-painted portrait of Marilyn & Elvis

The slot machines in the airport drown out the PA announcements

You've attended a drive through wedding

You've been to a museum... at a casino

Your favorite form of mass transport is free

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Las Vegas.
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Wed, 10 Nov 2004 05:25:12 GMT

dont eat a tortilla with butter whenyour stoned. ittakkes too long to eat.

Thu, 28 Oct 2004 04:02:18 GMT

RED SOX WON

Sun, 24 Oct 2004 20:33:47 GMT

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Sat, 23 Oct 2004 18:58:00 GMT

hopefully i'm moving in about six months. god moving sucks. adjusting sucks. but i'm sick of this. my mom has a whole paycheck but it's a big deal that she adds a few dollars to my six so i can get a roll of film developed. you know what mom, fuck you. fuck you and your stupid new fucking boyfriend. go have lots of sex and pop out some mexican kids.

Thu, 21 Oct 2004 22:55:06 GMT

hahaha oh man im stoned lookie thep ictures i took!

oh wow this last one i look so evil :( haha it s ugly but it looks funyn!!

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 18:16:58 GMT

Take the quiz: "Your Drug Personality..."

Heroin - interesting...
Hmm, this is a very interesting thing. You must be a very strong person. However, your result turned out to be a very addicting drug, in which you can overdose on very easily. This says alot about your personality. To start you must be a very crazy person to be around. What i think is, there are 2 types of people that could get this result: one, a drug addict/junkie. two a person with the strongest personality, meaning you are outgoing, crazy maybe have an eating problem..you are most likely confused about yourself and life, but thats okay. You proly dont really care about your appearance very much, but you will someday..so dont panick homie!

fun stuff. i've been home for the last three days cause i'm siccckkk. okay, off to shower and smoke some weed.<3

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 04:12:30 GMT

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Fri, 24 Sep 2004 04:20:50 GMT

1. Think of a word you would use to describe me.
2. Go to Google Image Search and search for that word.
3. Select the picture you see as most fitting, and post it as a reply.
4. Post this meme in your journal.

c'mon guyyys you can do itt! haha, its fun. & i'll so do it for you. <3

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 19:11:31 GMT

i'm so glad i'm over leo.
yes, it took me this fucking long.
but i am finally over him.
i realize i was just obsessed with the whole relationship deal.
and how great it feels to love someone, and be loved.. even if it doesn't last that long.
i missss that feeling.
so now i want a boyfriend. :)

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 02:37:11 GMT

today i had my first experience talking to an african american who likes punk music. haha. his name is micah. and he has an afro. haha. and he was hella making me laugh on the bus. but yeah. he is a cool kid. and i met a girrl named zeidi! and she's pretty cool. and yeah. i'm tireddd. i like someone. i'm such a faget.. haha. ♥